This *could* be the last update before Muffin’s out! Last Saturday was our scheduled check up with my Doc at SDMC.

Let’s start with some stats from my check up last weekend:

• EDD is 8 April 2010
• 37 weeks to date
• Muffin’s estimated weight is 3.2kgs and is still currently head-down, but not engaged yet.
• 10 ultrasound scans to date (with 2 printouts + 1 DVD)
• Urine and blood pressure tests & results are normal

During scan, the Doc calculated the estimated size of the baby, and BOY, he’s BIG. Because he’s on the big side, my doctor has suggested that he attempt to “encourage” him out by Week 39. So the plan is, at my next visit this Saturday, he’ll perform an internal examination where he’ll check the cervix to see the “status” of where I am, in terms of how close labour could be. I’ve been doing some reading up on what happens during an internal examination. Let’s just say, I’m not looking forward to it, but, it has to happen somehow. After all, when labour begins, poking around down there would be as common as picking one’s nose.

To be honest, I’m quite nervous about this weekend’s appointment. Depending on the results of my internal examination, it may mean that I could be admitted on Saturday itself! We’ve done our paperwork for pre-admission, so that’ll be a breeze; I’ve packed my hospital bag; but mentally, I feel anxious and uncertain of what to expect. If you know me, I’m the type of person that needs to know what’s happening, what’s coming my way, and how to handle it. But giving birth to a baby? Nope, I’ve never done it before, I don’t know what’s to come, and frankly, it’s very scary.

Physically, I’m missing my undisturbed sleep. Not only the toilet trips are interrupting my slumber, but getting a good position to relax is a real challenge. My hips are aching and feeling very heavy (is this how “lightening” feels like?) and changing positions from lying on my left to lying on my right has been a real chore. Muffin’s movements sometimes wake me up and I find it hard to fall back asleep at times. Maybe this is in preparation for all the sleepless nights in the next couple of months? Climbing up the 2 flights of stairs to my office is like hiking up Broga hill. I’m also dealing with a swollen feet problem, and heat rash breakout around my inner thigh area. Not surprising with the heat I’m building up inside me, and with the heat around us! With all these discomfort, I do wish he’d decide to come now!

So if he does decide to come, I’m ready. I’ve also decided on my pain management option—I’m going for the epidural. I’ve also memorized the breathing techniques when it comes to pushing (or holding in the push). I’m ready for all the needles and tubes that need to be put into me. I’m ready for all the pain that’s to come after the anesthetic fades off. I’m ready for my 1 month confinement, and most importantly I’m prepared for this rollercoaster ride called parenthood. Bring it on!